09:31 pm - long time i know it's been a really long time since i've posted on this thing but wow so much has happened to me in the past year! FINALLY have an amazing BOYFRIEND that i dont' know how i ever lived without! i can't stand to be away from him for more than a min at all what so ever! he brings out the best in me and i just love him for that! i've never been able to get along with anyone as well as he and i have been getting along! he's just so perfect! graduated from beauty school and have my state exam this sat! so not ready for it at all.. :( all is well here finally things are going my way for once and soon john and i will be living together because we are just so perfect for eachother! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!! Current Mood: loved Current Music: Chasing Cars-Snow Patrol
10:23 pm haha i haven't updated in a long ass time! haha all i know is that i'm mad busy and that i'm not too happy with myself at the moment! for the past few weeks i've been very distant and idk why! it's hard to explain... i dont' wanna piss anyone off by pouring my heart out on this thing and then gettin negative reactions! so instead i'll suck it up and if ur a friend then u know my sn and my myspace ness lol so hope all is well with everyone! Current Mood: crushed Current Music: confessions of a borken heart!-Lindsay Lohan
09:59 pm - so wow! the first week of school has been kinda hectic... i mean i've had practice like EVERYDAY this week which isn't horrible but i mean it def does suck! my bday is in less than a week and Navy Boy is comming home in like a week and a half! AHHH i'm excited but not at the same time nervous but not happy but SAD want things to go right but terrified if they go wrong.... this is all a follow up of how crappy the end of my summer was.... wound up being told i suck at life and everything and then going to have shit that i didnt' want done done... and then being told that i owe them! wtf! i really can't wait for him to come home i think he'd make things a lil better... i mean i dont' know how to describe it but there just something he says and the way he says it makes me feel amazing!!!! if only he know that things would be easier! but no i can't say that b/c theres stuff goin on with him and some other chick where he's livin now... :( :( i don't know what to do i mean when i call him sometimes he doesn't answer i mean i'd rather get his voice mail than some other bitch answerin his phone! god why can't things be EASY!!!! why does everything have to be so GOD DAMN COMPLICATED?!?!?!?!?!? Current Mood: depressed Current Music: there you'll be ~Faith Hill
05:49 pm - i suck so i was pretty much told that i suck at life! and it definitly does suck! like wow i never thought someone could be that fuckin shallow! GOD DAMN IT! why does this have to happen to me! like for real! AHH!!!! i hate this shit! god damn it! if ya love me comment Current Mood: sad Current Music: there you'll be Faith Hill
01:29 am - update!!!! these past few months have been amazing! not to mention that these past few weeks have been the best ever! i have never in my life ever EVER thought that i could feel so amazing but it is possible! i never felt so happy as to when i'm talking with him.... anyone that's been around me for the past few days knows what and who i'm talking about! so yeah i just feel so amazing and nothing and noone can take that away from me! god this is the best 2 months EVER!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: fall to peices-Avril
10:14 pm - ribbon for army don't break it! SWEAR TO GOD I BETTER NOT CATCH ANYONE BREAKING THIS RIBBON. This is a ribbon for ARMY and everyone else fighting in iraq. pass it on to everyone and pray. something good will happen to u tonight at 11:11 pm. this is not a joke someone will either call u or write to u online say i love u do not break this chain repost within 5 minutes
All of you that know JIMMIE!!! kate and liz! re post this! it's not about getting something good outta it is about praying for him to keep him safe and to have him come back home with no problems!
02:27 pm - my car! Hey ok so on tuesday i hung out with marissa and bryan! we didnt' really have anything fun going on so we drove to freedom park hung out there in my lil car and listened to music and did our own lil thing haha! well after about an hour and a half i went to go put my car on and IT WOULDN'T START! ugh! it was so bad i was like freakin out it was so bad! so i had no one to call marissa and bryan walked back to her car and went from there by the time they got back i had already called steve and he showed up like 2 seconds after they did and he was like what the hell and blah blah so he shows up with his like group! and from there he jumped my car and what not got home and all was well! then yesturday i was getting ready to leave from a full day of work and my CAR YET AGAIN DIED! so i gave him a call to see him he could jump it again! but he was out so i called this other kid brad and he was with steve so i couldn't have him to do it so i was like crap so i called like everyone in my phone and finally amanda came and jumped it and now hopefully my car wont keep crapin out on me like that again and again but at least i'm the only girl with cables in her trunk so if ya need a jump i can give ya cables but my battery isn't the best lol! haha anyways so that was my exciting night of work and dead carness the day before! haha! anyways i'm out gonna go get some stuff for my sisters 21st bday!!! haha peace! Current Mood: confused
04:13 pm - stole from meghan's my space lol Post this in the next 200 seconds and you will have the best day of your life on your next day of school.You're number one love Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you.If you break this chain The little boy from the grudge will be in your room tommorrow night at exactly 11;30pm.So copy &paste this NOW!!!!!!!!!!trust me, you do not want that little japanese boy in your room... Current Mood: crazy
11:01 pm - hey Hey i haven't really written in the longest time... i dont' really have much going on right now! as soon as i can get my Fantasy project done for my Cosmo class i'm going to have my friend take pictures of is so i can post them up so you all can see what i really do over there lol! that's my biggest project for now! but idk for some reason i don't think that it's going to turn out as well as i want it to!!!! NOTICE!!!! MARK YOUR CALENDERS FOR APRIL 7 2005 7-830 PM MORRIS COUNTY SCHOOL OF TECHNOLOGY'S OPEN HOUSE COME VIST ME! i really think that votech has been a really good thing for me i've gotten to learn a bunch a new things like all these qualties that i never really new i had or even used for that matter! i like how it breaks up my day as well i don't have to worry about much but like 3 periods a day so yeah it makes like kinda easy!
Friday- i can't wait til Arpil fools! lol omg i'm doing my friends hair for her prom (well not hers shes going with a guy from another school) i'm so excited but the only down fall is that i have no idea what i'm going to do for it! i've had like all week to think about what i'm going to do and i haven't even given it the slighest thought! well i've go my work cut out for me for tomorrow lol
Sometimes it makes me think of how special the people are in my life! like they were special enough for me to meet them and become friends with them but then it makes me think of how they turn against you and stop talking and all that fun stuff! (you know what i'm talkink about (12) Current Mood: undescribable! Current Music: fall to peices-avril